Look back, look at what had you done. Now focus, to the front.

Yesterday is always the past, tomorrow is yet to come, but today, it is all in my hand. I know what I should do, I know what is right, what is wrong, what is good for me and what is bad for me, but they are all thoughts, mere thoughts. And now, I have to pause, calm down, and think. All these days, works after works, test after another test,basically,the word "average" sums them all. Yes, average, average scoring, moderate performance, intermediate result... Most important of all, I got satisfied. I should never say yes to them and never will.

Hell yeah, I am giving myself a challenge now, forget all about these shitty things I had left behind and go for what I really want, what I really need... I have to stop feeling satisfied of this trashy life, leap over that fence, and get what I always wanted.